New age gave me vibes.

God gave me peace.

And baby—there’s a difference.

A memoir for every woman who's ever tried to “do it right” and still ended up broke, burnt out, or drunk-texting Jesus at 2AM.

This ain’t your grandma’s redemption story.

"Unapologetic Church Girl: A Come to Jesus Moment" is the spiritual memoir for women who love God but can’t stand religious theatrics. It’s for the ones who’ve manifested their dream life and still felt empty. The ones who can quote scripture and pop off. The ones who wear their trauma like a designer bag—expensive, heavy, and somehow still cute.

From a high-powered corporate role to spiraling in silence, Ashlan Rae peels back the perfection and exposes what faith really looks like when it’s not filtered through a praise dance or a Pinterest quote.

You’ll laugh. You’ll cry. You’ll clutch your pearls. And somewhere along the way, you’ll remember that God isn’t trying to change you. He’s trying to

call you back to yourself

This Ain’t Self-Help.

This Is Spirit-Led Survival.

Inside Unapologetic Church Girl: I walk you through the exact process I used to get out of my own spiral—without the spiritual bypassing or the fake-deep fluff.

A step-by-step soul check that helps you confront your patterns without shame (aka: no more avoiding your triggers by pouring another glass or starting another project)
Tools that actually fit your real life—mess and all. Because ain’t nobody got time for silent retreats and 3-hour journaling rituals when rent is due and your mom just called to complain about your sibling again.
A way to stop replaying the old stories that keep you stuck
And finally write a new one—with God, not guilt, as the co-author.

Faith for the culture™

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